i'm craving for something new

lovelife and daily life.
ngebosenin bgt tiap hari gitu gitu aja, stagnan, gaada kemajuan, kemunduran, ataupun perubahan.

i need something spontaneous.

gue ga mau ngerjain sesuatu yg bener2 well planned. ga mauuuuu, kapan hidup terasa asik kalo semua udah direncanain?

masa hidup gue sekarang berputar di tekpres, kuliah, tugas tekpres, tugas kuliah (yg ga pernah gue kerjain kecuali TTKI hahahaaa), dan tugas tekpres lagi.

Macem bosan kan saya

this is the reason why i hate infotainment so much

ISINYA SAMPAH BANGET.

selalu berkisar antara oknum DP, AT, SJ, A, LM, AK dan banyak kisah publicity stunt murahan lainnya.

LIKE DUUUUH!

contohnya ya

1. beberapa minggu lalu A dan LM ditemukan sedang belanja barang2 kamar mandi di daerah panglima polim. dan mereka digosipkan sudah beli rumah untuk bersama sama. *ya suka suka mereka kali oom, tantee.. toh A udah cerai. ckck
2. AK dan LM berantem memperebutkan A. sumpah demi apa dong penting abis ga sih, orang bodoh juga tau itu cerita boongan buat mendongkrak film mereka berdua (bagi yg ga tau; asmara dua diana, or something sounds like that)
3. DP melakukan aborsi sebelum pacaran sama AT
4. DP digosipkan sudah nikah siri sama AT sejak dikabarkan AT telah membelikan rumah untuk DP. si AT dapet duit darimana ya? perasaan film dia ngga ada yg laku deh.

yang PALING GA BANGET.

tadi pagi gue nonton acara gosip di RCTI, dan ada bagian dimana oknum SJ yang pernah nyalonin jadi gubernur (sumpah yg milih dia idiot bgt sih, muka cowok binal kampung gt aja dipilih. yakin qualified?) itu dicecar pertanyaan seputar mantan istrinya, DP, yang dikabarkan nikah siri sama brondong AT. kata mbak mbak presenternya si SJ ini gelagapan dan bingung. eeeeh you know what.. tiba tiba si pacarnya SJ (iye iye, si SJ punya pacar juga, kaga mau kalah dari mantan istrinya dong) tau tau pingsan aja gitu.

APAAAAA COBA MAKSUTNYAAA!

tolong ya, toloong, jelaskan pada saya !!!!

between obsession and love

obsesi.


bukan cinta, bukan rasa sayang.

dibutakan atas pengetahuan atas cinta, membuat garis semu antara obsesi dan cinta hilang.
obsesi dikatakan cinta. pengetahuan dangkal.


obsesi. cinta. obsesi.

obsesi cinta,

mungkin?

perasaan dangkal yang ngga beralasan, yang jelas. macem sampah.

tukang gosip

kayaknya yg sekarang doyan ngegosip itu cowok cowok ya?
doyan ngerumpi sama cerita-cerita, udah kyk cewek, nyebar kemana-mana.
suka bikin gosip2 affair, ngalahin tante tante arisan..
ga ketinggalan gosip, ga kyk gue, ga sempet nonton infotainment, BAHKAN BOKAP GUE DOYAN NONTON GOSIP.





astaga tuhan..

I NEED REST!

duh gila capek bgt ngerjain tekpres yg bikin mencret ini.
hakakakak maaf ya bahasanya kyk gini
lagian gue capek pek pek bgt

baru tau, ngerjain tugas terus-terusan gini punya efek samping; kebelet pipis, sakit kepala, sakit punggung, tangan pegel, kelaparan, kehausan, kesepian, kemiskinan. lho?
ahhahaaa

duh butuh tidur bangeeet.. padahal baru jam 9 malem.. andai aja ada dia. WIHHHH hahahhaa ;P

kalo kata personality test

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


What others see from your style

You probably live in your own little world and studiously avoid having to search for your own identity. You may feel that you are not loved, and being in your imaginary world is your way of coping with this. You get moody easily.
What your nightclothes reveal

You're a romantic person at heart. You are imaginative but your temper can sometimes get in the way of your happiness.
What others see from your ties

You enjoy being alone. You like to life the simple but good life, and you cherish your freedom. You are thoughtful, confident and uninterested in glamour.
What others see from your belts

If there's not a single belt in your wardrobe, you like freedom and are opposed to all kinds of rules. You are creative and very good at work that requires you to stretch your imagination. Your main downfall, however, is that you can be very moody.
What others see from your shoes

You are kind and open-minded. You may not be talkative, but you are friendly and enjoy the company of intelligent people. You always keep the secrets of others, and never play tricks on people.
What others see from your earrings

You are probably an independent and strong-willed person. Fairness is important to you, and you always stand up for what you believe in. You are friendly and get along well with people.
The last analysis

You are probably a romantic and passionate person. You are sensitive and lonely when you aren't in love. You can be somewhat self-centered, but you are honest and sincere to others. You like to make a good impression of yourself and worry about what others think of you.

internet's satan

gue sedang mengerjakan tugas Teknik Komunikasi dan Presentasi gue yang mengharuskan gue membuat arsiran2 dan huruf-huruf teknik.

membosankan, tentu saja!

lalu ada bunyi-bunyian *dingg! dingg!* dari laptop gue yg sengaja gue nyalain. gue baru inget ym gue automatically sign-in. gue meninggalkan tugas gue dilantai yang bahkan belom selesai 20%nya. gue cek fb, wall-wall dari temen, notification, siapa yg ol di msn dan ym, dan akhirnya disini lah saya, membuat post di blog.

astaga. i gotta back to my work.

kalo bisa! tapi pada kenyataannya, si dennis nyapa di ym. HAHHAAAA.. ampuuun ampuuun

Doubutsu-Uranai; iseng-iseng

Rizki Fitria Madina
21/09/1990



You are Black Sheep who has soft sensitive atmosphere and kind of feminine attraction.
You are not shy even towards men, and are very sociable. *masa sih?
But unlike the atmosphere you possess, you are not that romantic and dreamy. *gue emang ga romantis tapi i'm a dreamerr*
You are extremely realistic in that you try to build a steady business and safe family.
You have great will power, and are very strong woman. *aminn
You can manipulate men tactfully. *hahaaa ;P
You can serve them well to make them successful in life, and you will not easily give up half way.
Nevertheless, if it is about yourself, you tend to be loose, selfish and indecisive. *absolutely
You can make objective decisions, and will not be influenced by emotions.
While you place importance on harmony of the people, you do not forget to subtly promoting yourself. *betuuull
Therefore, you tend to have wide contact of people from early age.
You possess both dark and light side of personality, and that character comes out according to situation.
You can feel sorry for something, but you tend to be obstinate and not able to adapt to people around you.
You have rather strong maternal feelings towards men, and tend to take too much care of them.
This makes other people feel being interfered. *bener.. maaf yaaaa, sebenernya ga cuma cowok aja, tapi temen yg lainnya jugaa.. semakin gue ngerasa deket, semakin gue mau involve kedalam hidup mereka, heee
So you should be careful.
After getting married, you will work hard on cores, and become a good wife.
Although, you become devoted to your husband, when both of you get to middle age, your relationship may change, so you need to think up something to avoid such situation.

be-ru-bah!

hari ini udah hari kuliah kedua di semester dua.

kemarin, alhamdulillah semua berjalan lancar, walaupun ternyata dosen kalkulus gue bukan seperti yang dikasi tau isni *ternyata Pak Iwan Pranoto instead of Muktadi Intan Detiena*

ada perkembangan cara belajar gue di kelas

• ga tidur lagi di kelas kalkulus *perubahan yg cukup baguus*
• ga duduk di belakang lagi
  

tapi itu doang sih. HAHAHAA. dosen fisika dasar gue ngajarnya kayak ngajar anak SD. membaca apa yang persis tercetak di transparansi. oh. sungguh pintar bu..
pelajaran Sistem Alam dan Semesta yg lagi ngomongin tentang seni, yang udah diomongin panjang lebar sama dosennya, gue cuma nangkep satu, ABSTRAK. gue tetep ngga ngerti karya seni yang bagus gimana atau artinya apa. jadi gue memutuskan untuk terus membaca majalahnya Dhea.

hari ini cukup asyik, kuliahnya cuma dua jam, kimia dasar. tadi sempet dibilangin sama dosennya, "yang tinggi ngalah ya, duduknya di belakang, kasian yg pendek" yg akhirnya gue nunduk-nunduk aja, ngga mau pindah. huehehe

oh tuhan, duduk dibelakang banyak "setannya"

harusnya abis kimia dasar, gue ada tutorial fisika dan kalkulus, tapi hari senin kemarin dosen fisika gue bilang jadwalnya bentrok sama kelas lain, jadi tutorial fidas ngga ada..
itu artinya gue dan teman-teman harus menunggu 4 jam kosong untuk tutor kalkulus. oh great!

tapi pas gue lagi makan di kantin bengkok, keajaiban terjadi!

tiba-tiba Dhea heboh, kesenengan. ternyata ada jarkom yang bilang kalo tutor kalkulus hari ini ngga ada. AZEEKKK!

emang dasarnya orang-orang doyan menghedon, gue sukma fadia babo arie langsung merencanakan BERKARAOKE, yang mana harus membuat gue melanggar janji untuk tidak menghedon saat hari kuliah.

tapi ngga papa ya? hhehehe

terus yang berubah apanya dong?! HAHAHAAA

everything needs process

nah, proses perubahan gue akan berjalan sangaaaaat lambat. huehehehehee. ngeles terusss!